Over the course of about 10ish years ive been on the internet, i have been on a bunch of different sites. i will list the ones i rememeber, and give you a shotload of lore (this just... devloved into just lore. sorry.)
10/15/12 -- my dad creates my youtube account.
12/20/14 -- i create my roblox account orangedragon1029. not much really else to say.
somewhere around this time, i created a soundcloud account under the username DJ Carter (corny right? -- i was like 6, of course i changed it.)
4/22/15 -- i create my steam account orangedragon1029. (also this was my ONLY way i made most of my friends online. -- used my dads computer to use steam, even had my own steam group at one point, sadly i deleted it for reasons i will get too later...)
1st photo taken: 10/3/15 
2st photo taken: 3/22/16
i also used hangouts a shitton before discord existed
yap time! (never saying that again LOL)
my first friend on steam, HappyNinja41. we used to play gmod all the time, sadly he went offline... forever, and i cant find him online, anywhere...
in 2nd grade i meet zach, legit went up to a guy at reccess and asked "hey do you have steam?" he did, we become friends (this comes into play later) and add eachother on steam. we also get eachother's hangouts (visibly remeber the teacher telling us to get off hangouts, after we added eachother. note: this was during a after school club.) i believe i also went mini golfing for his birthday (sorry, legit just "unlocked" a memory while typing this up.)
end of 3rd grade i learn im going to a diff school, last time i saw him irl was 3rd grade. we are still in contact on steam/hangouts (for now.....)
jumping forward to 2018 is where the fun begins.
i fall victim to a scam on steam, guy contacted me through my steam comment section (see image below) and said i was hacking on tf2, he asked for my username/pwd and i give it to him, and i give him steam guard. (also grabs my internal IP address via ipconfig, what a dumbass) tell my dad, he gets my account back via phone recovery.
that same year i create my steam group, it was titled 'Carter's Friends List Group' -- no pictures, sorry.
around 2/25/18 -- i create my first discord account (somewhere in 2018, 2/25/18 is when i created my discord server)
2/25/18 -- i create my first discord server (still up but completely dead), had a shitload of bots in it (and then later on kitt nuked it, and blamed it on his "girlfriend". we will into kitt later.)
sometime in 2018ish (no idea when, just a guess.) i meet KITT on (presmuebly a gmod server.)
again, sometime in 2016ish (or 2017 -- dunno exact date, think 2018) i meet D3vi1 on a TF2 server, who became my best friend online.
and again, sometime in 2017ish (again, no idea when), i meet Potato (real) who also becomes my best friend online.
2018 is the year where i made alot of friends online, sadly most of them i have lost online......
first, lets go over KITT (aka ryan, his real name.). god this was sooo long ago i can barely rememeber anything. but i do know he was a fucking shit friend (thats for sure, ask d3vi1) he lived in florda, and from what i understand, had no friends. he was a "hacker" from what i understand, i rememeber him saying that he was in this "hacker group" and the other group was getting ddosed hard by his group. of course i said no (wasn't into that illigeal stuff) not sure if this was really true or not (clearly fake, no proof of him doing it) and once even told his 'hacker' group to DDOS me for some reason (nothing really happened i don't think) another time i wanted to play minecraft with d3vi1, he set a fucking time limit before i had to leave and recall kitt (and leave d3vi1) thats how down bad this guy was LOL. d3vi1 also kept getting bad feelings about him and telling me to leave the call (when all 3 of us were in a call togethor) and he also tried to dox me via a sketchy URL, but ended up doxxing himself by leaving his location in the URL (no idea how)
one time i was screensharing to him (shouldn't do that when getting things for other people) buying rdr online for d3vi1, when he says "can you buy that for me?" of course i buy it for him, he never ended up playing it.
fast forward a while later, i say something along the lines of "i don't wana be friends anymore" (at this point its like the 2nd or 3rd time ive unfriended him and readded him) but this time is for good... his other friend DMs me, trying to convince me to not to unfriend kitt (odd right?), anyway it seems hes gotten desprate, i got my dad over to help with this, and they chat (i completely forgot what happened next, i deleted my discord account and created a new one, unfriended almost everyone on steam, and deleted my steam group.) anyway, fast forward (again) and now he texted me (when will he give up lol -- also i gave him my phone number, dunno why.)
got new phone number, texted me again.
on another note, his dad even called me once LOL
he has called me a few times
other then that, not much else to say.
we met on a TF2 server, someone was bullying me, and D3vi1 stood up for me. i don't remeber shit, but he's one of my online best friends
i forgot where i met him, i assume TF2. but we made this big ass terria world back in 2020 (big ass underground base, teleporter that went to top of map, teleporter that went to very edge of map and teleporter that took you to hell) it was done on my world, and it was me, donprice (haven't spoken to him in forever) and potato, i will upload screenshots later (and maybe download link to world) he is also one of my online best friends.
now, its 2020, i just got a hangouts message from zach and he tells me this "Hey Carter I’m sorry just, look you have friends in [REDACTED] and I’ve got friends in [REDACTED] and we don’t really have much of anything anymore and I just I think we should go our separate ways." (remeber this is after i moved, would have been in 5th grade? 6th?)
ok is a very typical response from me.
after that, we part ways. did also attempt to contact him a few times, and his parents (basiclly doing what kitt was doing) also, he is extremely sensitive, in 2022 i joined a payday 2 lobby (via his friend) him and his friend were in, said something along the lines of "lets be friends again" (no idea) he says "no" i then say some things, then he goes to his mom (or dad, no idea) mom calls my mom (our parents did know eachother) their mom threatens to call the police, my dad gets mad at me, i get grounded for a day. what the hell were the cops gonna do? arrest me???? nyway i'm completely over that now..
in real life (around this time, 2018-2021), i had a few friends aswell, was a gang of sorts, it consistated of (from what i rememeber) me, anthony, haley, isah, ariana.
- anthony was my only best friend there (still somewhat in contact with him) for whatever reason, everyone hated him (he can be annoying at times) and i was (not kidding i think he told me this) his only friend, i met him (and haley) on july 4th 2018 (or 19, was between 4th grade and 5th), i once heard music blasting from their house, dad goes to see whats up, dad meets anthony's dad (i saw their whole conversation) then on july 4th, i meet anthony & haley, don't remeber much after that. he would come knocking on my door asking to play (of course i said no because i had a computer and would rather waste my time online then play with my friend in person, something i really miss.) oh and anthony was in 5th, i was in 6th (its always someone older or younger thats better then me.) every weekend i would sleepover at his house (mostly it was my house because i would get homesick and then go back to my house LOL, we lived right next to eachother) i haven't spoken to him in ages, god i regret alot of things....(offered me hugs at one point, declined, i acted 'tough' and whatnot [thanks bioshock infinte]) he also had some anger issues, (also had ADHD) i rememeber him yelling at me about something (of course that scared me and i went back to my house, his dad just watched him) another time his dad was yelling at him (and haley) about something, but as soon as he turns around, he says "oh hi carter" something i will never forget. he also really likes enemiem, and would probaly take a bullet for me. sadly i will never meet someone as close as him....
not the best photo i have of him, photo dated 4/26/20 (thanks google photos)
on another note -- anthony had a dell that ran XP (we both didn't know shit about it. was just sitting in his closet), sadly i didn't get to keep it because anthony wanted to trade for it. don't remeber much about it, other then that i believe it was a full desktop. hopefully i can get it at some point (if that is i ever see him again)- haley was anthony's sister, don't really rememeber much... she was a grade above me, and was really nice. spent alot time with my mom cooking.
- isah was the person that acted like he knew everything about tech (i think he was just jelaous i had one), one time everyone was in my room (for whatever reason, anthony, haley, ariana, isah was there) and they watched me try gmod in VR (back when it first released) and he opened a random .dll file on my computer (if you know what the inside of a .dll file looks like its just gibberish and you cant understand shit) and isah says he can read it, and that he said it says "your computer doesn't have enough memory to run this" of course thats false..... --- another time he said he was building me a computer, told me it had a 3090 Ti, but.. the 3090 Ti isn't out yet, only the 3090. of course he was lying about building me a computer. isah said the computer was in his closet when i was at his house, i couldn't see it, anthony said that there was nothing in the closet when he peeked in. i believe he was sent off to boarding school, didn't see him much during the final months before i moved.
'oh i can read this, it says yOuR cOmPutEr dOeSn'T hAvE eNouGh mEmoRy tO rUn tHiS1!1!!1!1!!!!!1111!!' thats just code we cant understand, i don't even think your supposed to open a .dll in a text editor.
- ariana, i first met her in 1st grade, we were somewhat friends, ended up moving to a diff area, but in 5th grade, anthony told me about her (he told me that she sat on his face at a playground.. why???) anyway, ariana was a bitch, she was toxic, if i didn't do something, she would yell at me for it -- was toxic, (was trying to act tough aswell) she even once flashed her asshole at me LOL, one time i went to her apartmnt complex, it was right after school, when i was walking home, ariana something like "lets go over to my apartment complex", of course i declined, i wanted to get home to play COD:BOCW, but they both percisited and i said yes.. my dad didn't know i was over there (think i texted him, don't rememeber), we dicked around near the garbage area, dad was pretty pissed because he went out looking for me. he found me, yelled at me (think he said "why didn't you come straight home first??") when i got home i took a nap (you don't take a nap after being yelled at?), and that was that. i once visibly remeber playing VR (in boneworks main menu), and thinking to myself "when will this stuff with ariana ever end?", when she got her first phone i outright told her that i didn't wana be friends with her anymore.. she was a pretty bad person, from what i heard (after i moved) she does bad stuff in school too, don't think she has any friends and probaly still doesn't...
anthony's dad also did some crazy shit, i remeber smelling this odd smell anytime i was at their house (was weed, but i didn't know that then.) also, his dad had rented out 3 rooms (one of the rooms was anthony/haley's room LOL, when they left for a few months during the summer.) in his house for roomates (anthony said he saw alot of interesting people), i remeber one time this guy was showing us how to punch, sadly his dog killed anthony's dog, so he had to leave. another time there was this roomate named pat, who gave me a cool rock (i still have that, somewhere. turned up at one point), another time there was this guy who had a broken moto, of course i tried fixing it, but couldn't. his dad also had this cool sound system that he played music on, i could also walk into their house whenever (think i did that a few times, dunno.) his dad also wanted to keep EVERYTHING clean, i met some interesting people, here's 2 that had a big impact on me, donna, and this one old guy (i hope hes still alive)
first, lets start with the old guy (i forgot his name, i am so annoyed by that) he lived in the garage (there was walls made with cardboard) now, everyone hated this guy for some reason, i don't know why. he was in a wheelchair and needed help with basic stuff, sometimes i rememeber doing stuff for him. really he was a nice old man, (i don't remeber much, i really wish i did... also tearing up while writing this) anyway, overall he was a nice guy (think he also smoked alot, can hear it in his voice)
donna - she was a roomate at anthonys house, she was like my 2nd grandma, really sweet and nice lady, even said she would take me to prom. other then that don't remeber much (other then that she lived in the garage, this was after the old man left.) sadly, i moved away. but she stayed at that house till anthony's dad moved.
sooner or later all good things must come to a end. anthony/haley ended up moving to florda, and i think isah ended up moving. (now i live in a "closed-off" area where theres really 1 person i interacted with (now we aren't really friends anymore), only person i really interact with irl now outside of school is tor, and thats about it. sad and pathetic, isn't it? (only 1 person i interact with outside of school) yeah i thought so. but, theres nothing i can do about it... (for the past 4 years ive been behind a computer screen) heres the other sad part, i also don't make that much online friends as i used to. not much else that explains my (now) sad life. (oh and get emotionally attached to people easily! at least in real life.) at this point i'm just fucked. (still interact with potato and d3vi1 online, just not a whole lot, kteck and size t length are the 2 people i mostly interact with now, one in canada, one in russia. they are keeping me sane.) anyway, enough with my detierating mental health.
jumping ahead to 2021 -- it's summer (between 7th grade and 8th) i get invited to a group chat (that i am still in) with 9 (then) random people (echowo fox aka coolkid (also one of my best friends online) invited a few people, then those people invited their friends.) it's not active as much as before, but ive been one of the longest members, few people have left, new people have joined, people have came back. during that same summer, i get to sleepover at anthony's house one last time, before i ended up being 'homesick' and leaving in the middle of the night LOL
8th grade -- i get a irl friends discord, from what i rememeber, (this happens over the summer, 8th to HS) he introduces me to some of his friends online aswell, this causes a chain of events that i hate myself for, him and his friends online are very edgy, they joke around about nazi's (irl friends brother is influenced by this too, drew mazi symbol in some roblox game where you draw stuff. posted it in gc chat because he thought it was funny (again, edgy stuff) its NOT funny. espically after reading about the holocaust, and even a book. (night by elie wiesel), they are racist, AND are bad people in general from my point of view (verrrrry deep shit i got myself into) -- did some things i regret and feel guilty for, once doxxed someone (did it thinking it didn't work, they posted their phone number, i put it in, shows their address, i paste it in discord (thought it was some random phone number) they get scared, and leave.. (i even sent gore to some people (luckly it WAS NOT TO ALOT OF PEOPLE) it was some very edgy shit, espically how sad ronnie mcnut's case is. (here is a document that my irl friends friend wrote, to 'apoligize' -- explains all the bad shit he did and gives you a idea on how sick him and his friends are, don't worry, its nothing bad, i already made a copy of the google doc and copied it again on a alt email. again, i deeply regret doing that stuff, espically that its sick, no one should ever have to see that stuff. i hate myself for it. only admitting it here so i can get it off my chest. even thinking about it makes my heart drop.... these people should rot in jail, clearly they are gonna do some bad shit in the future. even the irl person's friend does some bad stuff too (his friend been suspended a few times...) i still know the guy, but just, god... it's sickening to think about. even writing this im feeling verrrrry nervous. anyway, just wanted to get that off my chest, i understand what i did was very wrong and hopefully you wont think anything different of me... (what would my friends think of me? would they think any different of me? what would my father think if he found this, what would he do? what would tor think? what would anyone think if they read this part?) i don't know what consequences i will get from telling you this, i just wana admit to the mistake that i did. thank you for hopefully understanding. if not, i'm completely fucked. this is just something i wana forget and walk away from. please forgive me, to whoever is reading this.
8th grade 2nd semester -- i meet tor via mr. knapp's 'computer' class (this comes into play later)
around 2nd semester of 8th grade, i discover PCem via LTT, via PCem i discover 86box (way better then PCem).
(note: this is before i really become tech savvy.)
looking back on this is funny as hell
also during 2nd semester is when i become friends with tor (add eachother on steam and what not -- unrelated at the moment, we did attempt to play tf2 once, also been on 2 feild trips with her.)
2nd semester is when i get ISS (3 days) for the first time -- printing out stuff from a printer, and partitioning a hard drive via disk utility on a mac in computer lab. (ISS teacher said the n word xD)
in mr.knapp's 'computer' class, i also attempted to bypass securly (like i always do in school) by using chrome remote desktop
from 8th grade to freshmen year is where i learn bassicly everything.
my dads therapist gives my dad a shitload of tech stuff (one of them being Therapist PC) and i ask for help in 86box, where KtecK responds. (sadly bruninho left)
he helped me with pretty much everything (showed me what i need to get to get it working, Gotek Floppy Emulator and SD to IDE)
they even found the board on "The Retro Web"
anyway, i get everything working, even get DOS 6.22 on it with doom running.
about a month later, 1 go to my grandparents, and i get HP Pavlion ZE4900
reformat drive, put XP SP3 on it (how i learned to use XP), it's a very good laptop, browsed the internet on it while listening to music via CD (XP is still very useable, so is 98 or 95), a few days later i try to dualboot debian, but the hdd killed itself.
few days later, its night, and i fuck up big time, creating spam threads in 86box, breaking rules. got into a argument with DDX, got banned (for a while....) i was pissed, but it was my doing.
here is what DDX said: "* bagel has quit (G-lined: your age and/or state of mind are not an excuse for your rule-breaking behavior. sorry dawg, but the higher-ups have decided you're not fit to be here, and by the IRC powers vested in me, i bid thee farewell.)"
broke rules 1.3, 2.1, 2.4, 2.4
after that, i go to YesterGear's PC and Tech.
and this is the start of my friendship with KtecK (who else could i have DM'd that's from the server for help?)
during that time i delete my discord account (other unrelated reasons, hung out with the wrong people.) and unfriend almost everyone on steam aswell (to be honest was mainly just discord thats the issue, as i said earlier, i regret it)
freshmen year of HS about 2 months in i find 3 computers in the closet of the Computer Science teacher's, CS teacher lets me use them, (they haven't been touched in years) i reinstall windows on them. (main one was optiplex 755 and i reinstalled 7 on it, other one was a dell dimention and reinstalled XP on it, there was a 3rd that had a xeon and can run 10, but was 'broken', did a UT 1999 LAN session with the two computers for the last day before winter break.
freshmen year 2nd semester, 1 get tor's discord in febuary of 2024, she invites me to her server, lookoing through her discord server, i find discord links to (then called) 'JCB', some scratch community that made a discord server, she goes into way more detail on this on her blog "my beginnings on the internet", from there i meet a few of her friends. we play TF2, chat online and whatnot. (don't remeber much)
fast forward to over the summer, i get told that tor has a discord server (she didn't invite me, but the whole thing was a experiment tho so thats probaly why.) -- i join it, meet more people, colin - dodo - logan - bh - silas, a few other people i cant think of off the top of my head. i also had my own "dorm" where i posted whatever i was working on, i join colin's server, later becoming moderador. tors-pit ends because the whole thing was a experiment (started in january, ended in december) i thought that was the coolest thing ever, and now we are present day (i now reside in dodo's server), you now know most of the things i have done online (most advanced dox ever)
do you think any different of me? i hope not... most of the stuff i told was something i only rememeber (at least want to - d3vi1 doesn't wana remeber kitt, and i am anthony's only friend.) or something that was between me and one other person (getting steam hijacked, old man) but please, i hope you don't think anything different of me after everything i told you...............